Sunday, September 23, 2012

Le Mew


Still around...

Usch... where to begin?

My pain is out of control, and the pain clinic doesn't know how to treat it as all conventional treatments have failed thus far.  However they are adamant that I do not speak directly with the Dr about alternative treatment options.  Which pisses me right the fuck off.  I understand taking a way a medication that isn't working, because it's not good to take pain meds if they don't help.  But you have to put something else in which they are NOT doing! I asked the nurse that I've been dealing with and asked him point blank.

"How are you going to treat me?"
"We don't know."

fucking hell... 

I've been working really hard at the treatment home, though everything is made much much more difficult due to pain issues.   On Tuesday I'm going to start DBT again, which is good but kind of scary.  Physical Therapy continues, as does using a walker.

Appartment hunting is getting more and more complected, and everywhere around me people are using the word "cancer".

oh well, at least my ears still fit.

Love,
Mango Kitty

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Don't mess with tha kittas!

Usch, sorry for the lack of posts, life has been a little meh lately.  Having problems with kids on the buss giving me shit and terraphying me.  Having more problems with falling, and am using the walker again. 

Did you know.that a large precentage of psychiatric medication has lactose in it? FUCKING HELL!!  No wonder the medication for my stomach hasn't been working considering it's full of FREAKING LACTOSE!!!
WHY HAS NO ONE NOTICED THIS BEFORE???  Irritation. Much irritation.
Oh well, back to the treatment home for me and my yarn.

Also, American Football starts tonight! Woo! However the treatment home doesnt get the channel it.s on.  FUCKING HELL!!!  

Well whatever happens,
I am still
Mango Kitty
<3