New years eve

Well Hello there! It has been a while hasn't it? I assure you i am infact still alive and kicking. Hard to believe it's already New Years Eve! My how this year has gone by... But I'm eager for the year 2013. Good things Will happen this year, I have decided =^^=

The other day I was discussing eco friendly shampoo with Doktor Glas and decided to pick up a bottle. It has completioly changed my head! After two Washes my dandruff is gone, and as of four days ago I have curly hair! What????

It is fun but rather surprising!

This evening two friends of mine are coming over for a bit of wine, but other than that we are not doing anything special tonight.

Stay safe tonight everyone!!!

Love,
Mango Kitty

UNIMPRESSED

So I'm sick, fever, cold sweating, irritable som fan. It started on Tuesday, i went to DBT but after 10 minutes they sent me home. Could'nt go into therapy yesterday, and missed my time with a epilepsy nurse today, though I did speak to her on the phone. I would like to say that the conversation was enlightening with all the answers I've been seeking. Twas not so. Apparently I DO have epilepsy even though the EEG came back negative?!?! She said it is possable just rare. Also no answers on treatment. And such, Will have to wait until I see the neurologist in January. FUCKiNG HELL this sucks. First they say it's epilepsy, then it ISN't epilepsy, and now it IS epilepsy again! Why doesn't Anyone know what the fuck is wrong with me?!?!

UNIMPRESSED folks, I am UNIMPRESSED.

Love,
Mango Kitty

And they wonder...

And they wonder why I brag about these children! Follow the links and feel my pride :D

Watch this!
Also this!

Too. Freakin.  Cute.!

Also, good work Sarah and Al with Max's mealtime training!  I approve :D

Now I have to go find something to do today.  So far I have no ideas.  Any suggestions?

Love,
Mango Kitty

Let it snow!

Yes folks we have snooooow snow snow snow and cold cold cold.  I know you're all shocked, considering I live in Sweden and all, but still.  It's actually rather pretty despite the chill, the snow has stuck on all the pine trees and it looks like there is glitter spread all across the ground. 

I'm adjusting to life being home, it's both nice and boring.  I'm so used to having people around me all the time, that the quiet of homelife is taking some getting used to.  But on Friday I'm going to a party!  Hopefully. there are still some details to figure out but I'm pretty pumped that I've been invited so I'm going to do my damnest to figure out a way to get there (and safely home) and I intend to have a smashing good time :)

Tomorrow it will be a snow walk with Doktor Glas and signing the contract for our new apartment!  As for the rest of the evening?  I have a feeling that some knitting is in my near future.

Happy Hump Day!

Love,
Mango Kitty

Utskriven

I'm HOME!!!  Discharged from the treatment home yesterday!  It feels wonderful, and a little bit scary... but mostly wonderful :)  I am so thankful that I was given the opportunity (and that I had the guts to TAKE the opportunity) to be there, get the help I needed, and learn the tools to manage my head stuff on my own.  I know I will be successful now that I'm "out", and it's a wonderful feeling :)

I will miss them though, both the patients and staff.  Everyone cried when I left, patients, staff, ME, and then my viking called right in the middle of it, I answered the phone with "I'm sorry dear we're having a "moment" here, I made everyone cry!!!"  I'm grateful for the friends I made while there, and even though I know we'll stay in contact and keep seeing each other I'm going to seriously miss hanging out with them every day.  The staff told me about 200 times that I should call now and then to tell them how I'm doing periodically, which makes me feel good, it's obvious how much they care, and it's hard not to enjoy that.  Also I've been ordered to visit once a week when I have DBT in V-town, every week, forever :)

In other news I blew another Christmas present (surprise surprise).  My sister says my gifts are "well intentioned, but poorly executed" and she is right.  I arranged to buy a display case for my Vikings miniatures, got my friend to come and drive it home, thinking my Viking would go gaming and come home to a display case in our living room!  How wonderful right?  no. 
It took us a half hour to find the womans home, then when we finely did and carried the display case to the car, WE COULDN'T GET IT IN THE CAR!!!  We tried and tried and tried, even called my inlaws for help, but nothin' doin' we had to cary it back to the womans house and ask for my money back :(  Well intentioned, Poorly executed.

Hope everyone has a good weekend!  Mine will be full of unpacking and snow walks.

Love,
Mango Kitty

Yay me!

Måndags mys

Well hello!!!  No, Great Cthulu has not gobbled me up, I'm just bad at blogging :)

How is everyone? I'm doing quite well myself, things are looking up for Miss Mango!  Seems like things just keep clicking into place, all the stuff I wasn't able to handle back in the spring is steadly  becoming more managable, including phone calls, Dr's, social phobia, my psychiatric and physical health, and public transportation.  In fact I'm doing so well that I'm not at the treatment home this week! I'm doing a "test week" running life out of our appartment and seeing how it goes.  If all continues to go well I'll be dischardged by Christmas!

Today I tested myself by going out to eat. ALONE!!! It was actualy rather enjoyable!  First time I could say that in... Well forever! Yay me.

In other news turkey day is coming up, both exciting and stressfull as all you americans know.  Also, APPARTMENT!!!!! Ground floor, patio/yard, cheaper rent, heat included = GLEEEEEEE!!!!

Love,
Mango Kitty